Wahai engkau Adam yang kukasihi, seiring berlajunya zaman aku semakin sendiri
Pertemuan kita tidaklah kekal dalam dunia yang kita dambakan ini
Alangkah egoisnya aku yang memaksamu untuk memberikan mimpi fana ini
Seharusnya aku menuruti apa yang kau utarakan, berada tenang dan nyaman dalam surga Sang Pecinta
Tak ku ungkiri pula bagaimana kerasnya watakku untuk mewujudkan segala keinginan
Maafkan aku pula wahai Adamku, dalam darah beberapa anak cucu kita pun mengalir sifatku
Wahai engkau Adam yang kukenang, selama aku menjalani hidup aku semakin merindumu
Mungkin memang benar kalau rindu adalah sakit yang paling perih yang Tuhan ciptakan untuk kita
Alangkah indahnya jika aku selalu berdiri berdampingan denganmu, tidak termakan waktu usia
Seharusnya Sang Pecinta bisa memanggilku lebih dulu, serta merta aku akan berdoa agar Ia membukakan surga terindah untuk mu, untuk kita
Maafkan aku sekali lagi, keegoisan atas cintaku padamu membuatku lupa..
Mungkin aku akan mengoreksi satu baris terakhir suratku ini, keegoisan atas cintaku pada diriku sendiri membuatku terlalu lupa
I was in the winter of my life- and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell sleep with vision of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three year down the line of being on an endless world tour and memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not very popular one, who once has dreams of becoming a beautiful poet- but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again- sparkling and broken. But I really didn’t mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living- they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what its like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lied you head.
I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiviness that was as wide as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying- because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obssesion for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about- and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzlez and dizzied me.
Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people- and finally I did- on the open road. We have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore- except to make our lives into a work of art.
LIVE FAST. DIE YOUNG. BE WILD. AND HAVE FUN.
I believe in the country America used to be. I belive in the person I want to become, I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever- *I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself- I Ride. I Just Ride.*
Who are you? Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you’re free to experience them?
I Am Fucking Crazy. But I Am Free.
- Lana Del Rey
Salutations to the being and power of the celestial healer..Namaste!
Deva, Miten and Manose always beyond the serenity, love this much.
I Love Lana, Bel Air is one of my favorite song. this video was so touchy and beautiful!
The Essence of Life in Two Minutes
This is the ending sequence of a really unique and beautiful documentary about the sadhus living in Varanasi, India, and their way of life.
You can find the full documentary here. I highly recommend it. No matter how many times I’ve seen it, several of the sequences still leave my eyes misty and my heart full.
Namaste friends. Enjoy the solstice :)